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THE MASK

A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness
Her beliefs hidden from most
Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown
Wondering where her place is in this life
She has come close to sharing herself
Never completely revealing anything to anyone
Feelings of invisible chains corner her
When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes
Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp
She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world
At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears
But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out
She roams day by day, playing roles
Strength unknowingly resides in her
History repeats itself once again
The translucent veil she so proudly wears
Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside
One day there will be no more mask for her to wear
One day her beliefs will be known
One day she'll know her place in this life
One day she will share herself
ONE DAY this mask will be <B>NO MORE</B>

 

                                                               -wolfgirl
 

Falling and Leaving

 

From the very start, I want to be close to you,

because your so kind, friendly, understanding, and reliable.

But then, I fell in love with you,

but first, I didn't notice it,

but I realize it.

But you just love me,

because I'm your friend.

So now, I want to forget you

b'coz you already have special  someone, and I'm jealous.

Before, I leave you without saying good bye.

B'coz I'm expecting that your needing me, soon.

I want to forget you

So I tried to sleep and close my eyes, but it didn't work.

I tried to do something that maybe I will forget you.

But it I can't do it.

I tried not to talk to you so that, maybe someday I will forget you.

But your always their, ready to talk to me, and catch me 

in my free time.

I tried not to look or see you,

but I always do, because your always around, and looking for me.

I tried not to text you, but your always texting me.

I want to forget you

because I don't want to be hurt but now I do and OUCH!

I'm so fool, I expect

and now I'm disappointed.

Now they are so much happy because of love.

So now, I surrender, I cried.

I want you to get out of my mind and heart.

But, I can't and I don't know why, because of that, now I miss you so 

much even though I know it hurts. 

Sem break

Hi! It's a sem break week and now I'm bored. I want to go out and chat with my friends. I miss my friends, even if it is only a 3rd day of this week. I want to hang out with my friends. I'm bored, I want to go out of the province and have a vacation. hehe.. Sitting, eating, sleeping, texting, surfing the net but I'm still bored. Maybe I will get fat if I'm always eating and don't do anything. Hay. The all souls day is near, and we will go to cemetery, we will visit my grandfather. hehe. Hay. I miss my grandfather but I cannot take back the beautiful memories we've had. This sem break, it's cold, because Christmas day is near and I feel it. I'm excited when Christmas is near. Lots of gifts and Christmas decorations are arranged. Sem break is also fun, because I can rest and I feel great. I miss my friends.